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i don’t even know why I’m studying knowing that im gonna fail everything anyway……. Im even doubting myself why do i choose to do medicine. Hmm . I just feel like a burden to everyone. Maybe I deserve to feel like shit and miserable. 

I miss aleeza, sometimes i miss sarah . I really do miss both of them but im stuck with one of them .  This is my deepest private thoughts. Nobody can read this. I love aleeza but i miss sarah ? thats impossible right ? :( probably the “i miss my bestfriend” kind of thing.  Hope so .